My attention span is so short….
…it’s really kind of sad to be honest. I guess knowing this about myself is some sort of acknowledgment of a short coming but still, I really wish I could stick to things more, I guess if they were really and truly important enough, I would but….
I say this because I’m beginning to tire of keeping up with the “other blog/website” and all that goes with it. I can totally understand why BP may have felt drained by hers and have a totally new found respect for what she and (OMG) people like JM do with his. I mean being online has become almost a requirement to the point where it really isn’t “fun” anymore. I think Kristy tried to warn me about this and I thought, no, no I can do it (insert chest thumping here) and it doesn’t take up that much time at all…..little did I know.
I know a couple of people who are going to be VERY happy to see that I’m loosing momentum, as a matter of fact, I bet they were waiting/counting on it LOL. Guess I can’t really blame them, if I’d been completely honest with myself from the get-go, I would have realized I don’t have that kind of dedication and commitment, especially to something that I’m not really that passionate about. I don’t know why I thought I could engage a community and get some discussion going…how stupid of me, and maybe I’m not giving it enough time. I was actually amazed that the site has 70-80 something visitors each day over the last couple of days compared to the mid 30′s it normally gets on a daily basis.
I think I would much rather write about things that I like/want to on my own personal blog; spend more time on my photography and actually being involved with my family and friends more than camped in front of a glowing display typing up notes on computer trying to inform a city about things going on in/around them.
Oh well, we’ll see how it goes but, I think MyPBG may start taking a back seat to MyLIFE.
….the only bad part is that when this happens I instantly feel like a failure when I shouldn’t. I wanted to try to do something and I did…I guess that’s how we learn if we like something or not by making an effort to try.
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