I say this because I’m beginning to tire of keeping up with the “other blog/website” and all that goes with it.  I can totally understand why BP may have felt drained by hers and have a totally new found respect for what she and (OMG) people like JM do with his.  I mean being online has become almost a requirement to the point where it really isn’t “fun” anymore.  I think Kristy tried to warn me about this and I thought, no, no I can do it (insert chest thumping here) and it doesn’t take up that much time at all…..little did I know.

I know a couple of people who are going to be VERY happy to see that I’m loosing momentum, as a matter of fact, I bet they were waiting/counting on it LOL.  Guess I can’t really blame them, if I’d been completely honest with myself from the get-go, I would have realized I don’t have that kind of dedication and commitment, especially to something that I’m not really that passionate about.  I don’t know why I thought I could engage a community and get some discussion going…how stupid of me, and maybe I’m not giving it enough time.  I was actually amazed that the site has 70-80 something visitors each day over the last couple of days compared to the mid 30′s it normally gets on a daily basis.

I think I would much rather write about things that I like/want to on my own personal blog; spend more time on my photography and actually being involved with my family and friends more than camped in front of a glowing display typing up notes on computer trying to inform a city about things going on in/around them.

Oh well, we’ll see how it goes but, I think MyPBG may start taking a back seat to MyLIFE.

….the only bad part is that when this happens I instantly feel like a failure when I shouldn’t.  I wanted to try to do something and I did…I guess that’s how we learn if we like something or not by making an effort to try.

*Chucky thumbs nose at Mother Nature*